Disarray

I thought my life would have changed

Not be in this disarray

I feel like a stranger

In my own daze



I'm one person with certain tastes

Then I turn around

I feel it is all a waste

That everything's fallen to the ground



Then I find myself all romantical

Wanting him to come along

Then it's all about being comical

And that's when it feels wrong



I want him – my Mr. Right

I've met a Mr. Ok's…

But they couldn't turn on the light

Inside of me in quite that way



I'm looking for the fairy tale

The true love that is out there

I've heard that love goes stale

And fairy tales aren't here



My knees get bloody when I fall

There's no one to catch me

To stop me when I hit that wall

But maybe one day – we'll see

9/30/06