Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Infinite Apologies

I could never make you happy this is true
All I could ever do was turn your golden heart blue

I shouldn’t have broken you like I inevitably did
I should’ve untied my heart rather than let it have hid

Too scared to walk a road I never have known
Too scared to let my heart face the unknown

Too eager to stay safe inside of myself
Too patient to put love back upon the shelf

There is nothing I can say that you haven’t heard before
There is nothing I can do except shut this door

I was trying to come undone and open the walls
But I couldn’t help my fear was too great of this fall

No words can describe who you are to me
Nothing can show you what I truly believe

All I could ever do was destroy your pure heart
All I could try not to do was to tear it apart


But I did as every second passed by
All I can offer is that I didn’t purely try

My intention wasn’t to destroy your heart or soul
It was never to make you out to feel like a fool

It was never my intention I inadvertently did so
By not fully understanding, I’m sorry, I didn’t know

How to love, how to behave or how to handle your heart
I didn’t know how to be careful with it and not break it apart

© JLK – 12-8-08

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