The One - I'm Just Fine

You were suppose to be the one
To make me laugh and smile
Not to make me feel completely undone
Not to make the tears go on for miles

Every moment I think I can no longer cry
I tend to break into another session
Then you go on and ask me why
I don't feel I've truly learned my lesson

Worst part is I've hurt you more than you me
Sad part is I still don't know what I desire
Who knows if I ever will truly see
No matter how far away I am I get burned by the fire

I've turned into a stranger in my own world
Not even close to where I want to be
I never meant to be this type of girl
Always on defense and never happy

Always the one to bail them out
Never the one to truly shine
I cannot stand what my life is about
I am sick of always being 'just fine'

You were suppose to be the one
To finally show me the light
The one to introduce me to the sun
The one to make it alright




© JLK 7/1/08