Support

Crying my eyes out against the wall

Letting it cradle me and catch my fall

My head is throbbing

As I continue sobbing



I cannot take this anymore

I feel like I'm in constant war

The lies and the deceit

I feel I'm always in retreat



Running away in tears

Hiding away my fears

Arguing about this and that

Losing ground here, it's a fact



Not seeing the end result

Only seeing the present, it's my fault

Not being able to breathe

Not being able to be me



I'm sick of being the only one

On this side of the sun

I'm sick of hearing how I'm wrong

I should turn my cheek and get along



I can't erase my beliefs and sit

I cannot look away from this shit

I need to leave, move out of state

It's what I need – it is my inevitable fate.



9/30/06