Where there's a will...

I’m not entirely proud of what we’ve become
The possibility of everything we’ve built coming undone
It scares me to the deepest corner of my soul
The future laid out in front of us - the great unknown

To know that my importance isn’t a daily thing
Or so it can somehow possibly seem
Pondering how much you want me there with you
Is a question I can’t seem to get an answer to

It feels like I’m infatuated & obsessed that’s true
But when you know what you want, what else can you do
So you wait, consider the future and hope for the best
Yet your brain doesn’t allow you time to rest

I know the passion, the want, the desire is there
I know there is some sort of love; a definite care
Yet I question this nightly if it can ever see the light of day
The only answer I come up with is: “If there’s a will there’s a way”.

© 9/29/10 JLK