Hidden Away

Our love sits hidden deep in the dark

It sits alone and still in there

Not allowed to shine or dare to spark

It seems as if you don’t care



Not given the chance to know who you are

It sits and festers within me

Curious if we can ever or will this be a scar

That only I will be able to feel or see



The both of us made this what it has become

I cannot help to continue to wonder

What lives would we have – what would we have done

I feel like this is definitely my life’s largest blunder



I wonder if I’m ever going to be worth that chance

I continuously doubt I will ever be

Knowing I am worth that dance

And desperately wanting it to be you and me



©JLK 8/21/10

Where Am I Suppose To Be?

Laying in his arms thinking of you
Wishing it was you instead
Wondering what I have to do
To remove you from my heart and head

Regretting so many things undone
Wanting to make it all right again
So many songs left unsung
Everything broken that needs to mend

I know who we are and where we stand
Wish it could be so different from where we are
I hope this is something you understand
I’ll continue hoping and wishing on this star

I continue to lay in his arms wishing they were yours
My heart breaks every moment I’m there
Wondering where I will be and what life has in store
Kicking myself for taking so long to get here


© JLK 8/22/10

Breakage

My heart breaks apart a little each day
Never knowing the right or wrong thing to say

Wondering if there is ever a chance to make it right
Or should I just walk away and give up this fight

Should we stand still and remain where we are
Is there any luck wishing on a falling star

I don’t know how to throw in the towel with you
Questioning if I should give up and be through

Cause even though my heart breaks each day
You can build it right back up right away

My heart breaks apart a little each day
Always wondering if “I love you” is okay to say

©JLK 8/12/10