Thought Process

Locked all day in thoughts of you

Memories of everything comes thrusting through



As I sit so far away

Wondering of that day



When the bottom falls out

When I learn what heartache is about



The day I swallow my pain and watch you smile

When I see her walk as a bride down your aisle



The day your child is finally born

I sit alone all tattered and torn



These are my thoughts of the future of you without me

Lately these visions are all I can see



So you ask why I think too much and not just let it flow

Because I can’t bear to think of the day I have to let you go



To not have you as the beacon in my life

For you to take another as your wife



It is my world’s greatest fear

For now I’ll have to switch gears



Turn off my thinking cap and focus on another

Begin a new life, possibly take a new lover



I’d wait for you until breath no longer passed through my lips

For the chance of your hands to lay upon me like a death grip



Just wish you had enough love to give you the power to move

Wish I had the chance cause I guarantee you would not lose



JLK 6/17/11